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A Scientific Experiment in Antiquity


Sermon for the Admissions Eucharist from Dr. David Walker,
Bishop of Manchester and Visitor to the Society
Society of Ordained Scientists, Gathering
, Launde, UK, Summer 2022

I love being a minister in a church that has a set lectionary for every day. Not only does it save me from having to pick passages from which to preach, it offers me opportunities I would never have grasped. So, here today, as we meet to admit a new member and reaffirm the vows of existing Ordained Scientists, we have, in our Old Testament passage (1 Kings 18: 20-39) an account of one the most rigorously executed scientific experiments in antiquity. So let’s have a look at how it might help us today.
Elijah sets out with a clear hypothesis – that the God of Israel is supreme and Baal is nothing. He makes every possible concession to allow his hypothesis to be disproved – giving his adversaries plenty of time, dousing his own offering three times in water – before finally proving his proposition. You can imagine it set out, not as a passage of scripture, but as an article for a modern peer reviewed journal. My only quibble with his scientific method is that, in having his enemies seized and killed (in a final verse the lectionary chooses to omit), he has perhaps taken the task of cleaning up the laboratory afterwards, to excess. Of course, those were the days before Ethics Committees pored in such detail over every aspect of even the simplest research proposal.

INTEGRITY IN EXPERIMENTS

Elijah, of course, has a lot invested in the success of his endeavours. Had his adversaries succeeded, or had he failed, he would have been the one seized by the crowd and destroyed. And yet he is meticulous in doing nothing that might lead to accusations that he has rigged the experiment in his favour. Over the last five years, I’ve become increasingly involved in supporting those living in high and medium rise buildings affected by the cladding scandal. Many of them are living in fear of both fire and the financial ruin they will suffer in seeking to rectify the mistakes of developers and freeholders. Back in March I was able to take Archbishop Justin on a visit to meet residents of one particular city centre block in Manchester. From the balcony of one apartment they listed the costs in millions it would take for each of the blocks we could see to be made safe enough for their homes to be capable of attracting a mortgage again. As the Grenfell Inquiry has discovered, many unsuitable materials found their ways into the fabric of people’s homes because the tests for combustibility were rigged; fully real world conditions were not simulated. In a parallel case, at least one major motor manufacturer has been found to have installed test cheating software into their systems. To move to yet another sector, pharmaceutical companies are regularly accused of hiding unhelpful research findings that might destroy the potential of a drug they have spent significant sums in developing.
Central to our calling, as Ordained Scientists, is that science must be honest. No matter what the positive or negative consequences, be they commercial, reputational, or career damaging, the integrity of the research process must be paramount. Every falsified experiment not only damages its own hypothesis, it undermines the entire scientific exercise. In my most suspicious moments, I have wondered whether the water Elijah threw over the wood might have actually been highly distilled, and readily combustible, alcohol, but I doubt it. It’s a fair experiment, as experiments should be. Over 2500 years on, our own engagement with God’s creation is too precious to let us collude with anything less than full integrity in our research processes and practices.

EXPERIMENTING WITH GOD

Arguably, one of the oldest ethical restrictions for any experiment is issued by Jesus himself. When he’s challenged by Satan to throw himself from the pinnacle of the temple, he memorably responds “You shall not put the Lord your God to the test”. At first glance, that might seem to be a rejection of what Elijah did, in proving God’s power to the Israelites. But the two are actually almost direct opposites of each other. Elijah’s experiment offers space in which God can choose to act; Satan seeks to deny God space, to force him either to intervene or to see Jesus’s ministry destroyed at the very outset. If Satan can force God’s hand, then he can lay claim to be God’s equal or greater. Having failed here to get Jesus to collude with his experiment, he retreats, only to return later and
seek to force God a second time, this time in the baying voices of those on Good who shout for Jesus to prove himself by calling on angels to bring him down, unharmed, from the cross.
By contrast Elijah performs an experiment that allows God to show his power, if he so wills. God remains supreme.
The scientific endeavour, in all its fields, is, at its very best, an exploration of the wonders of God’s creation. It should evoke, both in those who engage in it and those who simply receive their results and discoveries, a sense of awe that is only a short step (if even that) away from worship. Far from confining God into ever smaller gaps in our human knowledge, science reveals the ever increasing complexity and beauty of all that his hand has created, from the delicate interplay between universal physical constants that makes complex molecules and hence life forms possible, to the gentle pressure of evolutionary forces, moulding life into multiplicity. St Francis (you wouldn’t expect me to complete a sermon without at least one reference to him) loved every aspect of God’s creation, even death itself, because in all of it he saw the handiwork of his creator and redeemer. Our role as ordained scientists is not simply to do science, but to exult in it, something we see the very best public presenters of science do on TV. Our response should be at the level of our passions and emotions as well as our intellect, so that the world can catch a glimpse of the glory of God in our endeavours.
Elijah’s successful experiment doesn’t bring his troubles to an end. Only a few verses later he is once more fleeing for his life, with Jezebel, her mind closed to any event that doesn’t fit her own faith, having vowed to destroy him. But whatever troubles he has yet to face, his journey deeper into God goes on, first to encounter his Lord in the still small voice on Mount Horeb, and eventually to be taken up to heaven in a fiery chariot. Our own journeys may not contain quite such explicit theophanies, but they play their part, and do so to the glory of God. Amen.

Closing the Loop


Warden’s Address from Stig Graham,
Warden of the Society
Society of Ordained Scientists, Gathering
, UK, 2022

I came across a new phrase last year – or at least a new understanding of an older one ‘closing the loop’. An astronomer was talking about, and I quote, the ‘magical moment’ as a blurred and indecipherable on-screen image resolves into an exquisitely defined picture of a planet, a star or a far away galaxy.
Is it really so amazing though? After all, the CSI franchise, amongst many Hollywood others, has been processing a photograph of a speeding car on a foggy night half a mile away to reveal in pristine condition the number plate of the car and thereby the identity of the culprit for several decades now.
Well, yes, it really is amazing. But much more than that, the real joy, the sense of the magical is coupled with a deep understanding of how it happened: the powerful, fast computers involved, the array of algorithms aligning and controlling a bundle of hardware and software to a minute degree, and ultimately producing, not just data and knowledge, but sometimes something beautiful and unexpected.
Closing the loop is that moment when all comes together, the work, the study, the careful preparation, and from fuzziness emerges clarity, of vision and of understanding.
Closing the loop also reminds me of another scientific descriptive phrase which has illuminated my life and practice: ‘Collapsing the wave front’. I did actually look this up to see how it is presently defined. ‘
In quantum mechanics, wave function collapse occurs when a wave function—initially in a superposition of several eigenstates—reduces to a single eigenstate due to interaction with the external world. This interaction is called an “observation”’.
What a wonderfully laconic afterthought. This interaction is called an
“observation”’. The infinite possibilities of quantum mechanics meet the reality of the one-eyed observer. Shades of Van Moltke’s observation that ‘No plan survives contact with the enemy’. All the planning, the myriad possibilities formulated, considered and adjusted for, but in the moment of contact, a decision, perhaps a decision without alternatives, must be made.
For me, both phrases share a sense of approaching a moment, a cusp point, when we can hold, and contemplate, our discovery. And yet, the other hand, one brings all things together into something greater that its parts, whereas the other reduces all those possibilities together into one outcome. And reducing is not always a bad thing, that is how we make delicious stocks for thing, and, as scientists we do reassure one another, occasionally comfort one another, that a negative result is also positive outcome.
Balaam, Paul and the blind man at Bethsaida, all encountered new and
different ways of seeing the world, quite literally for one of them. Balaam’s encounter with the angel made it clear that the world was not as he thought it was, not least a talking donkey, and that he should return the way he had come. For Paul, for him too, when he encountered the risen Christ, he understood the world was not the way he thought it was, but the only way was forward and yet, at the same time, on a very different path. For the blind man, it seems rather more ambiguous: his awakening is gradual, coming only slowly into focus, with additional
help from Jesus. And then Jesus tells him to go home and not to go into the village. Oh, so wasn’t his home in the village? I remember as a child worrying over the apparent illogicality of that. The sensible adult within me saying, don’t be silly, be reasonable, but the child still says, ‘Yes, but if he did live in the village . . .’
But now, after this week, I have a new problem to agonize over. Which was the clearest perception – seeing people as trees or people as people. The most obvious answer is people but is there a possibility that seeing trees was an indication of seeing through eyes of knowledge and wisdom, a divine perception perhaps. As we have learned, tree mythology interweaves throughout our Biblical texts. Do we grasp
for understanding as we do for a branch? Did he gain insight only to lose it? Interestingly, the story of the blind man is framed by the disciples not grasping the significance of the feeding of the multitudes with each event producing way more scraps than what they started with and followed by Peter recognising Jesus as the Messiah only for them all to be told, ‘Yes but don’t tell anyone’.
My point being – I do have one – is that such moments do not happen in
isolation. There is always an approach, and an arrival and there are always outcomes, consequences, new plans, new ideas. Whether the recognition involves joy, trepidation, or anxiety, whether we see from our present peak to the new and next summit or realise that the peak upon which we thought we stood has crumbled away.
It may be that our momentous discovery is made on Friday evening, and we have to wait in excitement and isolation for the weekend to end and the new week to arrive, to share our news. But Monday morning, decision time, invariably arrives. Whether we close the loop or collapse the wave front we must move on, forward or backward, or on a new path altogether. Neither science nor faith, personal or corporate, can be static. Nature may or may not abhor a vacuum, but it certainly abhors stasis.

We have gained in knowledge this week. Hopefully, we have gained in wisdom too. As we struggle to make sense (well I struggle and am probably not entirely alone) of such a potent mix of symbols, myths, metaphors, and parables and try to decide where to go next, there is comfort in Jesus’ final instructions to Peter and, consequently, to us. Simple words and yet miraculous too. There are, indeed, lambs
and sheep waiting to be fed and tended, to be cherished and nurtured.

Precarious and Resilient


Dispersal Address from Dr. David Walker,
Bishop of Manchester and Visitor to the Society
Society of Ordained Scientists, Online Gathering
, 2021

Yesterday afternoon, in a slot that sadly overlapped with the start of the second of our sessions that day, I spoke in the UK House of Lords, as part of the legislative process which will lead to a new Environment Act being placed on the statute books. The particular debate I was taking part in, was concerned with plans to require a minimum 10% net gain in biodiversity from planning developments. I had two minutes to link from the theology of creation through examples of how churches are practically promoting biodiversity, not least in churchyards, to end by urging members to amend the Bill to ensure commitments to net gain are adequately funded and not time limited. There’s little point agreeing to a thirty-year biodiversity plan with a landowner, if they can then plough it up and destroy it in year 31.
In both preparing and delivering my speech, I felt the strength of this Society behind me. If this is true for me, who am simply your Visitor, how much more can it be true for the members.
The worship sessions we have shared over these last few days play a vital part in assuring me that God is with us in our care for creation. The Meditations we have heard, have opened my mind even further to see the wonders of life on Earth and strengthened my resolve. When Pan spoke of the catastrophic events that have occurred in the history of this planet, it reminded me that life is both extraordinarily precarious and amazingly resilient. To live on a planet whose age is measured in billions of years, and bears the scars of those ages, is a far more miraculous and awe-inspiring truth than the 6025 or so years that Bishop Graham Usher reminded us his late namesake’s calculations would have it now be. I was sorry to miss most of Roger’s presentation last night, which I know from colleagues was equally inspirational. And indeed to be detained, literally at Her Majesty’s Pleasure this morning, when conversation continued. Jared’s meditation this afternoon helped me get more of a sense of how important is the work that my epigeneticist daughter and her research colleagues at Exeter University do.
Our plenaries and breakout groups have allowed us to explore the ideas presented to us in greater depth. For me at least, it is that close conversation with a handful of colleagues and friends which turns data into understanding, allows me to test my views in a safe and supportive place. whilst, in common with most bishops, I do a lot of talking, I also get talked at quite a lot. And no matter how well presented the arguments, I don’t find I’ve properly processed them until I’ve taken part in some sort of conversation that tests my understanding.
Like many of us, I’ve relished the fact that holding our Gathering online has allowed an ease of participation from members in many time zones. We have saved on costs of time and travel. But we have missed that particular dimension of human engagement that comes from meeting face to face. Some months ago, I compounded the quip, “God so loved the world that he didn’t send a Zoom invitation”. The doctrine of the Incarnation places on Christians, even more than anyone else, a priority to be physically present with one another. To attend to each other at a depth not possible from behind a screen. We above all should be hugely grateful for the science and technology that makes virtual conferencing on this scale available to an extent that less than a decade ago would have been hard to imagine. Like many other bodies, we now need to think hard about how we can blend virtual and physical gatherings together in ways that maximise participation, especially for a community as widely dispersed as SOSc. But I very much hope many of us are able to gather physically next year, in the USA in January and the UK in summer.
Meanwhile, in a few minutes time, our 2021 Gathering will be over, we will press the Leave button on our screens one final time, and return to the demands of our regular labours and routines. Yet we will do so carrying the Society and its members invisibly with us. The events of this week will colour our engagements over the time to come.
For my part, when I go into a debating chamber, especially one as demanding as parliament, and I intend to speak to a further series of amendments on forestry on Monday, I sense myself clothed
with the support of this Society. I know that my concerns for faith and science are not some isolated peculiarity of my own. For me that makes all the difference. Whatever your own equivalent context may be, as you journey back and forward exploring both science and faith, I pray that it may do so for you. May God go with you.

Double Standards


Sermon for the Admissions Eucharist from Dr. David Walker,
Bishop of Manchester and Visitor to the Society
Society of Ordained Scientists, Gathering
, UK, Summer 2020

Jesus offers one of his most characteristic challenges in today’s gospel; he warns his hearers of hypocrisy. It’s a term as likely to be thrown at religious people, especially religious leaders, today as ever it was in Israel 2000 years ago. What’s more recent, is that it is now levelled at scientists as well. And responses to the coronavirus pandemic have highlighted the challenge that all those who work in sectors that give advice (directly or indirectly, moral or health wise) to the public, face.
UK based members of this society will probably be familiar with the fact that scientific advisors to both the Scottish and English governments felt compelled to resign for breaking the very clear guidelines on lockdown they themselves had played a part in drawing up and promoting. One had made visits to a second residence away from her city base, the other had allowed his (married) girlfriend to come and visit him in his home. It isn’t only scientists who have been exposed for flouting the rules, others have too, including some very close to the centre of power, and not all have felt the moral imperative to resign, but enough has been said about that. Society, and the scientific community itself, expect a high standard of integrity from those who are engaged in a form of work that has the search for truth at its very heart. Politicians, and political advisors, may have very different needles, if any, in their moral compass.
As ordained scientists, members of this society bring to questions such as these, both our understanding of the scientific process and our comprehension of wider ethical and moral behaviour. Rather than compartmentalise those twin aspects of our vocations, we hold them close together. Our science informs our understanding of ethics, our theology informs our understating of science. And the interplay between science and ethics reaches much deeper into our practices and our lives than simply the well-worn task of getting approval from the academic Ethics Committee for some particular piece of research.
We will ask ourselves whether it is possible to keep entirely separate professional and personal ethics. Is there no correlation between the two? Or does there come a point when a scientist who has justified themselves in hiding a clandestine relationship will be more likely to justify themselves in suppressing experimental data that does not support their hypothesis? It would seem to me at least a plausible hypothesis that, once the principle that it is right to dissemble in order to protect or promote one’s personal reputation has been conceded, it is a far shorter leap to taking similar steps in order to sustain or enhance ones professional reputation. And, indeed, vice versa. Perhaps one of the ways in which members of this society can serve the scientific community is by being a priestly presence, maintaining the centrality of ethical standards, but doing so with both a pastoral sensitivity and a forgiving demeanour.
Having double standards, is of course only one dimension to hypocrisy. And although he denounces it elsewhere, it’s not actually the reason behind the challenge Jesus issues on this particular occasion. In this passage hypocrisy is more about motive than behaviour.
I love the writings of T. S. Eliot, that most English of twentieth century Americans. In Eliot’s play, Murder in the Cathedral, Archbishop Thomas Beckett is visited by a series of tempters in the time before his murder. Having seen off the first three, Beckett believes his challenges are over, he can now go to his martyrdom with a quiet conscience. And then along comes tempter number four. This one doesn’t seek to dissuade him from going to his death, but rather encourages him with tales of how he will go down in history, his reputation will last far beyond his lifetime, for having stood up to the king and being killed for doing so. Shrines and miracles may follow. Beckett almost yields. But then he sees what is happening. “This”, he cries, “is the greatest treason; to do the right thing, for the wrong reason”. Jesus does not level criticism at his hearers for saying prayers, or for being generous to charity. The hypocrisy lies in their murky motivations. A prayer uttered for the sake of pleasing human hearers, has not in truth been addressed to God. A charitable gift made in order to win praise, has not been offered for the benefit of the recipient but for that of the donor.
One of the complexities scientists face today, is that much research is funded not by impartial philanthropists or academically interested governments, but by commercially motivated organisations or by Trust Funds set up to advance a particular viewpoint. What gets researched, and in what depth is not a purely academic matter. And scientists whose findings are unfavourable to some powerful lobby group or commercial interests may find it harder to access grants and funding. It isn’t hypocrisy to explore new and potentially costly treatments for medical conditions, and to seek to recoup the costs of research from the premium charged for the eventual product. But maybe the line has been crossed when equally promising avenues of treatment for the same condition fail to be explored because they would not generate profit. Or when diseases that almost exclusively affect the poor are neglected because the victims would not be able to pay enough for the research to have been financially worthwhile. Motive matters, and we as ordained scientists might see it as part of our vocation to challenge the hypocrisy of Beckett’s final tempter, when he enters the world of science, no matter how alluring his whisperings.
Over these last few weeks, the pandemic has been joined at the top of my work list by the need to respond, urgently and effectively, to the issues raised by the killing of George Floyd. Many words have been spoken in response to his death, not least by white leaders of organisations including churches. Prayers have been uttered, and photographs taken of prominent figures kneeling in support. I have done those things myself and intend to go on doing them.
Yet we know from previous scandals over the ill treatment of black and other ethnic groups that everything, from the micro-racisms faced by our sisters and brothers every day of their lives, to disproportionate killings by police officers, that once the fuss has died down, we tend to go back to how things were before. Our feelings may have been engaged, our morals outraged by the extreme behaviour of others. For a time it has been less comfortable to ignore the problem than to respond to it. But after a while the needle on the comfort scale, for people like me, all too easily shifts back in favour of the status quo. When we speak out and act out, however genuinely in the moment, but within ourselves knowing that we really want the issue to go away and leave us alone. That too is hypocrisy. Our words and our gestures are devoid of true meaning, they mislead and at worst raise false hopes that will all too soon be dashed again when we revert to business as usual.
Double standards, deceptive motivations, and the mouthing of platitudes, are all, if distinct, forms of hypocrisy. Yet between these thorns grows a rose. And it belongs to none of them.
That we have standards which we fail to live up to, is the common lot of humanity – at least among those who accept the existence of standards at all. St Paul writes, with a degree of convolution that resonates with the problem he is facing, that again and again what his mind tells him he should be doing is not what his body compels him to do. This is no simple dualism, though Paul can get close to that error from time to time. Rather, it is a recognition of the pervasiveness of sin.
Those scientists forced to resign from their roles in the pandemic because they had broken the rules were only being hypocritical if they genuinely believed they were entitled to exceptional treatment. If they were trying to keep the rules but had succumbed to temptation, then they are simply weak human beings like you and like me, deserving of our forgiveness. Such forgiveness does not negate the need for them to face the consequences of their misdeeds, perhaps including resignation, so as not to undermine the advice they had previously given, but it changes the moral landscape significantly.
Many aspects of the societies in which we live that have long been present, are being brought to greater prominence and urgency by the coronavirus crisis.

All Things Considered


Sermon for the Admissions Eucharist from Dr. David Walker,
Bishop of Manchester and Visitor to the Society
Society of Ordained Scientists, Retreat
, Tucson, USA, 10 June 2020

Driving through Tucson a few days ago, we switched on the car radio to listen to the late afternoon news on National Public Radio. The presenter announced the title of the programme as “All things Considered”. I joked to Tom that, given the diversity of opinion in the USA, there was probably a rival station whose drive time broadcast went by the name “Just go with your gut”, or possibly “Hold to your prejudice”.
I didn’t listen long enough to be able to judge whether the show lived up to its name, some of you probably know it far better and can tell me afterwards, but the aspiration seemed an honourable one – that everything should be taken into account, weighed carefully in the balance. Only then should a judgement be made. Moreover, if new evidence or additional perspectives come to light, fresh things not previously considered, then any and all previous judgements must be at least open to reassessment and revision.
One repeated research finding, including from some of my own studies, is that the deeper we go into our faith, the higher we score on the scale known as Quest Religiosity. Quest measures our willingness, and indeed desire, to live with uncertainty. It measures how much we enjoy the fact that our faith is not final and static but developing, as we continue to explore questions for which we have no simple answers. It’s another way of putting what Lucas has been referring to as curiosity in our talks here. As Questing, curious Christians, our conclusions remain subject to revision, as we seek to live a life of “all things considered”.
I suspect that members of the Society of Ordained Scientists all score high in terms of Quest. In your various scientific endeavours, as academics, industrialists, research workers and space explorers, you will have had to develop the desire to venture into the unknown, and to enjoy the process of discovery as much as the things eventually discovered. Part of the charism of the Society is, I believe, to be a cohort of men and women who not only do that with their science, but carry it over to what it means to be an ordained minister in one or another Christian denomination.
The mantra of “All things considered” also flies in the face of that pretence to balanced journalism which consists of getting a protagonist from each of the extreme poles of a debate, giving them equal airtime, and imagining that would cover all views in between. Indeed, the Society of Ordained Scientists began because the public interaction between science and religion was being dominated by the shrillest voices of militant atheism and fundamentalist Christianity.
That same call to holistic consideration also challenges the pattern of presenting, as though of equal worth, both the widespread mainstream informed consensus on some matter and a maverick position. To take a timely example, in my view the overwhelming evidence for the human impact on climate change, and the need to address it urgently, has gone far beyond the point where the views of climate deniers should be entitled to more than a cursory mention in a footnote of the debate. They matter politically because of the extent to which they continue to provide cover for those who choose to resist environmental policies on other grounds – as for example the Prime Minister of Australia, who sees his nation’s coal reserves as a vital economic asset, one which outweighs both the damage done by the fires that have ravaged his country in recent weeks, and the risk of future conflagrations.
Science fails most gravely in its responsibility when it fails to properly consider all things, to weigh the whole of the evidence and to offer that evidence for corroboration and contradiction from other experts in the field. For decades the tobacco companies, and their own research teams, suppressed the evidence that linked smoking to cancer. And this isn’t just an issue of the past. Hardly a year goes by without it coming to light that some major pharmaceutical company has
suppressed evidence in its possession that suggests some highly lucrative product might not, after all, be as safe as its widespread prescription and usage would necessitate. It does concern me that one of the greatest shifts in recent decades is that less and less scientific research is being carried out by wholly independent academics who are free to choose the areas they wish to study and to present and publish whatever findings they may evidence. The dependence of science, even at university level, on sponsorship and support from those with commercial interests in the field, puts the task of considering all things at great risk. Even if a particular project itself has no commercial funding, many academics would be wary, and their employing institutions perhaps even more wary, of doing work that might upset the vested interests who will be looked to in order to fund future programmes of work, or to endow laboratories and research centres. It’s a brave university in the UK that would open up any field of research that might cause concern to the government of China, since so many Chinese students are paying juicy fees into the academic coffers.
I would hope that part of the charism of this Society can be to provide ethical and pastoral support for all those engaged in science who feel they are being pressed to act in ways that undermine the integrity of the scientific process. Those who are being coerced to consider only part of the evidence or to consider only those things that help reach the conclusion their sponsors or employers want to hear.
Secondly, we can take that mantra of “all things considered” as a spur to considering both the scientific and theological aspects of any matter, and considering them together.
In my work chairing the Ethical Investment Advisory Group of the Church of England, we have become, over the last couple of years or so, world leaders in devising support for investor groups who want to use their influence to tackle climate change, or to improve the safety of tailings dams in the mining industry. We are turning our next investigation onto the field of big data, and the large corporations that tend to hold, control and commercially exploit it. In each area, we work the theology and the science closely together, it’s an integrationist approach . Our findings and our strategies should be consistent both with what we know about the science and what we know about God and the Church. What we have found is that our strongly Anglican basis provides not only a grounding for how we should use our own modest investments of between ten and twenty billion dollars, but attracts many who do not share our theology but agree with the conclusions it enables us to reach. Our Climate Change investment tool is supported by over 13 trillion dollars of assets under management and is now used by a group called Climate Action 100+ which had over 30trillion of dollars under management even before Blackrock signed up earlier this week. Our mining initiative has the backing of many of the world’s largest investors as well as some of the most influential mine owners and managers. I do believe we have moved on significantly from the days when a church report into any matter of public interest contained an obligatory introductory chapter on theology which was then pretty well entirely ignored for the rest of the document.
The investment work I’m involved in, which we knew was having impact when one of my staff won a vote at the Exxon Mobile Annual meeting, in the teeth of robust opposition from the company’s directors, is an example of trying to fit together science and theology, but it isn’t the only one. For me, my very understanding of basic theological doctrines or positions depends on a process of considering all things that draws on my scientific understanding too. For example, the fact that we live in a universe that hasn’t always been around, but came into being in a huge flash of energy, or Big Bang – a theory first set out by a Belgian monk – helps shape my understanding of how God works within the laws of his universe in order to produce life forms capable of responding to divine love. The increasing awareness that the four dimensions of space and time we commonly perceive, are probably only a minority of the dimensions that exist, helps me get my head around a God who exists both within and beyond the visible universe defined by those four directions. Scrödinger’s famous Uncertainty Principle, helps me understand how in a

universe governed by certain basic laws, both human free will and divine Providence are liberated from the bonds of a narrow Calvinistic determinism.
Lastly, I want to commend the way in which Ordained Scientists serve as an example of what it means to cross tribal boundaries in our society, and to suggest that what we learn from our dual membership, and in particular from our responsibilities within the science tribe and Christian tribe, can be applied more generally to how we both transcend other tribal boundaries ourselves and the ways we can support others whose different dual memberships enable them to be boundary crossers too.
So, for example, in Manchester, I look to my many LGBT+ clergy to refute the accusation that Christianity is inherently homophobic. I can’t do their work, but I can back them in it, and see that they can progress their ministries to the most senior levels, including as bishops. I look to my senior clergy of other ethnic heritages (my Asian Dean, Caribbean Archdeacon, Latina canon) to live out the truth that to be Christian and Anglican doesn’t mean you have to adopt white British ways of thinking and believing. I can’t do their job but I can make sure that every major service in my Cathedral is led by a team who show visible ethnic diversity. Among those exploring vocation, I can ensure that lack of proficiency in English is not the bar to training for ordination that it is in many other dioceses. All in all, I can play my part to ensure the church for which I have responsibility under God is one that embraces and nurtures its boundary crossers.
So my final challenge to you would be to seek out where else in your particular church there are people with the gifts and experience brought from widely different contexts, and especially those who have most been rejected or marginalised within the church; to seek them out and to offer the aid you can from your own life journey and experience of dual membership as an Ordained Scientist. If each of us could find one person we could support in that way, we would be making a real impact.
I haven’t linked this sermon to some particular piece of scripture. I could readily have done so if I had felt it necessary. But all too often such links can be simply brought in after the fact, as loosely connected as those theology chapters of church reports I referred to earlier. To consider all things is to allow God to motivate and stir us by whatever in his creation happens to inspire. And whilst that might on some occasion be the most profound verse of the bible, it can also be a chance remark, overheard one January afternoon whilst travelling through the Tucson rush hour, on a National Public Radio broadcast.

Beloved Mystery


Sermon,
Lucas Mix, Provincial Warden
Society of Ordained Scientists, Retreat, US
, 2020

How many of you have a beloved mystery,
a question that troubles and delights you
because it provokes insights without ever being fully answered?
To be clear, this is not a perverse resistance to an answer. I long with all my heart to know.
I just never seem to get there.
Nor is it just a poorly framed question like
“how many angels can dance on the head of a pin?”
Admittedly, that one may have had real value in the High Middle Ages, when modal logic and Platonic Realism had more currency
than materialist physics.
No. A beloved mystery must be a question sincerely meant and diligently pursued.
It is a quest.
My quest is this:
what is life, that I am mindful of it?
I am a biologist, so I’m concretely focused on the life we share with animals, plants, and fungi, even bacteria –
the life of our bodies,
or, if you like, our metabolism.
I can’t be sure that there is a rigorous,
analytic or empirical answer to the question, but I can’t avoid using the word, ‘life,’
so it must mean something to me.
Life has value.
And, I have come to suspect that life, metabolic life,
has serious theological implications as well. Not some abstract mental or spiritual life,
but the concrete life of flesh and blood, the bodily life Christ took on in Jesus, and shared in bread and wine.
It is an ancient mystery, asked around the world, not just by Christians.
Why must we eat other living things? Why can’t we, like plants, live off of light? Why must we kill to eat and live?
It takes on special significance for Christians
in the Incarnation – God with us,
in the Eucharist – Christ’s body and blood
and in Church – membership in the Body of Christ.
These are metaphors, of course, but they are not just metaphors. As with anything else in scripture,
it bears playing out literally before reaching too far into symbolism.
So, when we speak of the Body rooted in Christ,
and held together by the Spirit, the very breath of God, what did that mean to Paul,
and what might it mean to us?
I cannot pass over this question as a theologian without passing through it as a scientist.
The biological question turns out to be quite difficult to answer. What is life?
What makes a body a body, and not just a lump of matter? Every organism persists through time,
despite a constant turnover of matter,
cells and tissues, gained and lost,
formed and reformed.
It brings whole new meaning to Ecclesia semper reformanda est.
The body must ever be reformed.
The difference between living tissue and dead tissue
is not in its composition,
nor even in its origin,
but in its action and how it relates to other tissues.
The same is true, I think, of Christian life.
I do not live to myself or for myself.
I am not a Christian because my parents were Christians,
though my faith could not exist,
at least not in its present form,
had it not been passed to me through them. I am not a Christian because I have been baptized,
though that act planted a seed in me.
I am a Christian because of my faith, hope, and love,
because of curiosity and community. I did not make these things;
I was grafted onto them, and into them.

I was, quite literally, incorporated into the Body of Christ. As I am fueled by bread and wine,
So I am fuel for the church,
I am accepted, transformed, and put to use. It is an uncomfortable metaphor,
being so very common, so very material, so very… visceral. I shy away from the baseness of it.
And yet, the more I look at the question,
the more I ask about God’s metabolism,
the more I realize how fundamental this idea is scripture,
to faith, and to community. I am dead to self, but alive in Christ.
I am rooted in Christ, the living water.
I am grafted onto the tree which is Christ.
And the mystery of life in Christ is the same as the mystery of metabolism, because I am material and local,
just as God was material and local
and local bodily life is essential to who we are,
but they are not the fullness of who we are. My physical, temporal self lives,
being part of something dynamic, persistent, and transformative. My body lives because it is continually remade.
My church lives because is continually remade,
continually interacting with the world,
breathing in and breathing out.
It is not the frozen seed of isolationism, slowly consuming itself. Nor is it the gluttonous blob of colonialism,
consuming all it meets while resisting change. It is alive and real and,
though we cannot see it,
constantly changing into something new and wonderful. And we, all the while, are growing with it.

Language to Engage


Sermon for the Admissions Eucharist from Dr. David Walker,
Bishop of Manchester and Visitor to the Society
Society of Ordained Scientists, Gathering
, UK, 2019

Not surprisingly, since our first session on Tuesday, I’ve been thinking about stories. I’m sorry I missed much of yesterday, and apologise if anything I say repeats (or worse, contradicts) what was said then. But then we’re scientists, so we’re used to having to handle corroborating and conflicting data – numbers that fit nicely onto the graph and numbers that are literally way off line.

But we’re more than scientists, we are theologians too. As such we work with the two basic, but separate, building blocks – numbers and words. Our numbers we fashion into formulae and theories, designs and products. Our words we aggregate into sermons and stories, doctrinal teachings and moral imperatives.

I wonder whether that makes the members of this society particularly useful, to both church and science, on those occasions when words and numbers clash and collide.

Last week I was sent a copy of a report on diocesan safeguarding statistics that was shortly to become a press release from the Church of England. It was well set out in a familiar academic style. Each section began with a very brief introduction, leading into a series of tables and figures, and was then followed by a few lines of text analysing what the numbers might mean. I was invited to comment on it, as the nearest to a statistician among those who have to field media enquiries on behalf of the Church. They numbers made sense, the textual description fitted them, but the overall effect wasn’t quite right. Bluntly, they lacked a story, or the story came too late. By the time a journalist had glanced at a few of the statistics, they would be writing their own narrative around them, with greater regard for what made good copy than for the truth of their assertions. Better, earlier narrative would make it harder (though I’m sure not impossible) for the numbers to be pressed into the service of some hostile agenda.

The suggestions I made were little more than probably any of us here today could have done. The paper just needed someone confident enough with both numbers and words to see how the two could be assembled into a coherent message.

As I mentioned to my small group on Wednesday, I learned how easily numbers lose out to words some years ago. Well over a decade ago, at a parliamentary launch event I was given a series of credit card sized pieces of paper that statistically demolished the ten most popular myths about migration. I thought it was a great piece of research, and bound to change minds. It had no impact whatsoever. A third hand story about someone’s daughter being denied a council house, and then seeing a family assumed to be foreigners moving into such a property the next week, carries far more weight, even if it is wildly inaccurate, than any well evidenced argument that migration has very little impact on housing waiting lists.

Entire chunks of UK welfare benefits policy have been based on the power of the narrative around the tiny numbers who seriously abuse the system, even if eradicating their abuses can only be done at the cost of catching many more innocent people in a poverty trap. I suspect every single family with ten or more children reliant on state benefits, and there are only a few dozen at most in the land, has had its day on the front page of at least one tabloid paper. Stories trump numbers, especially when those stories chime well with what we want to believe to be true. Confirmation bias is alive and doing very well, thank you.

Many of us here are people who are comfortable around numbers. We calculate and calibrate with them. We see them as our friends, and we treat them with the respect that friends deserve. Yet we ourselves fall victim to confirmation bias if we assume that others share that perspective. My wife Sue, who will be ordained as a Self Supporting Priest later this month, did some of her research into maths anxiety. In Western society to be illiterate is shameful, to be functionally innumerate is almost seen as a badge to be worn with pride. Outside the scientific community, and in the church as much as anywhere else, numbers are feared, misunderstood, shunned. Within science, words are often awkward, poorly delivered. We’ve all sat in the lecture theatre whilst the wonders of nature are rendered banal and boring by the limitations of the speaker’s language. The force and delight of discovery is often diminished or deflected by the weakness of how it is expressed.

So, are there ways that we can serve the church and society as those who have had to prove ourselves in both fields? Let me offer just two examples. You can think up your own later.
Challenging narratives that twist the evidence with ones that are equally, if not better, stories, yet are grounded in reality and can, when called upon, be supported by the data. When I was asked, following a lecture given whist I was in the USA for the Society’s retreat there, to turn my PhD into a book, I knew I would have to replace the statistical tables, much though I loved hem, with example. At the publisher’s request I’ve recently turned the same theory into a series of daily devotional readings for Lent, to be published later this year. A lot of my broadcasting work is grounded in the belief that there is no such thing as effective prose, only poetry that is travelling incognito.

Explaining scientific theories and technological advances in well-crafted prose. It can be done. Few people understand the equations that underlie quantum mechanics but far more think Schrödinger had a cat. The popularity of black holes is probably 75% because they were given such an evocative name. How can we, who are required by our ordination to be wordsmiths, help science find its language more reliably?

The story I tell myself


Sermon from Stig Graham,
Warden of the Society
Society of Ordained Scientists, Gathering
, UK, 2019

One of the joys of being Warden is that I get to share with my brothers and sisters in this Society my favourite Bible passages. Last year I was able to share with you the courage of Thomas, Thomas the Doubter, and this year it is the story of the Syrophoenician woman which, like Thomas, has been a pivotal one for me. The joy for you is that you can sit and listen to me.
Or is that just the story I tell myself. That may not be the story you tell one another in the bar or over dinner this evening.
We do like stories. As children, as adults, through all kinds of media, verbal, textual, digital, movies or theatre we flock to have the world explained to us. It really isn’t surprising that Jesus told parables, acted out his drama, drew on contextual symbols to try and communicate his Good News.
The week before last, here in the UK, the very last episode of The Big Bang Theory was televised. The essential theme was simple; over several years it followed four very geeky young men and scientists through their love lives, (which most of the time, until recent years, was defined more by its absence than its presence) and their careers. And it has to be said that young women in their lives were much more savvy than the boys were. The series concluded with a strong feel good ending with professional recognition, and the Nobel prize, but most all the recognition of the importance of friendship and the responsibilities it entails.
Sheldon (the Nobel prize winner)(in the interests of parity observing en passant that he won it with his wife with their joint paper on super asymmetry)(and yes, I know you are scientists but it’s a comedy so just go with it), Sheldon had a very clearly structured hierarchy of people in his head. Top of the pile are the theoretical physicists (just like him in fact), then come the experimental physicists followed by the lowly engineers. On being challenged that his wife is also an eminent neuroscientist he smiles condescendingly and observes that, well, yes but after all, it is only biology. And as for those who haven’t what it takes to be scientist, well… Certainly, that is the story Sheldon likes to tell himself.
And yes, it is funny – except it is a trope which has been around in science for a very long time. I am sure we have all had the experience of hearing someone joking about it, and we laugh and then think, ‘You know, you believe that, just a little bit, perhaps a little bit too much’. Have a listen to the Infinite Monkey Cage podcast with Professor Brian Cox (and I am sorry Sharon, but somehow I can’t achieve the same level of passion in my voice as you when saying his name – perhaps it’s my lack of any kind of hair) and Robin Ince. A witty fun programme, but now and again, just a little too fervent. Or is that the story I like to tell myself?
And, by the by, in tomorrow’s Admissions Eucharist, the eucharistic prayer contains the line, ‘In the fullness of time you made us in your image, the crown of all creation’. Us, the crown of all creation? Or is that the story we like to tell ourselves?
The story of the Syrophoenician woman is a case in point. Generally, in my experience, people don’t like this story. That was true in even my youth when we were much less aware or sensitive to issues of abuse but in this age of the #metoo generation it seems even more unacceptable. ‘Why does Jesus ignore her? That’s not very Christian’ is the popular cry. Part of the problem is that the reading we have just heard is normally split over two Sundays, by which time most people have forgotten the first half, assuming they were there to hear it in the first place.
But taken together, there are only two verses between Jesus saying, ‘For out of the heart come evil intentions, murder, adultery, fornication, theft, false witness, slander.  These are what defile a person’ and then us being told that Jesus did not respond.
As a chaplain I would call it ‘holding the silence’. Creating a sound space to afford an opportunity for it to be filled. The disciples don’t need a question, nor even an invitation; they pile on in, sharing with the world what is in their hearts. ‘Send her away she is noisy, she is foreign, she is a woman’. Technically, of course this passage only specifies that she is shouting at them but as we know elsewhere the disciples become greatly exorcised when Jesus is talking with women, children and Gentiles; all those people who are clearly beneath him, and probably unclean – the story which is in their hearts, the story they tell themselves. And, remarkably, being ritually unclean is what they have just been accused of by the Pharisees.
For the record, I don’t believe for one moment that the Jesus was rude or abusive. I believe he knew exactly what he was doing: testing the disciples. It is possible that the Canaanite woman, surrounded by equally noisy men, was a woman of such great courage, fortitude and determination, not to mention desperation, that she still pursued her claim. I find it much more likely that in Jesus she saw someone who would not abuse her but would help her, finding in herself the confidence to block his way, kneeling before him, and engaging in witty if brief dialogue. Shades of the scandalous woman at the well, and an echo of Jesus’ own mother ignoring his response, overriding him, and simply saying to the servants, ‘Just do what he says’.
But more importantly today, I want to draw out what Jesus said about it being what comes out of our mouths which defiles us.
There are many examples in life of abusive behaviour, diminishing and demeaning others, because it aggrandizes ourselves. It is the self-affirming story we like to tell ourselves, because we are the ones who know better.
But let’s stay with the women – they are at the heart this Gospel story. We may shake our heads at the disciples. What narratives were running through their heads as they sought to send her away? We may condemn movie moguls exploiting young women for sexual favours – didn’t we just mention evil intentions and fornication. ‘No, not at all,’ is their cry, ‘I was merely helping these willing young women to develop their careers’. Well, that’s the story they keep telling themselves and, if they have the chance, tell the world too.
Thank goodness that doesn’t happen in the Church or Science…
Except of course it is horribly well documented what has happened in the Church. We even have our own designated form of abuse, spiritual abuse. And sadly, it is very real. And in Science too, people with power and authority abuse the vulnerable in all kinds of ways, sometimes indistinguishably from movie moguls. And I suspect we can’t begin to imagine the story they tell themselves to justify their actions.
But at least Science, the pure institutional concept, is safe, based as it is on reason, objective thought and empirical evidence. Sadly not. At present, there is a campaign for drug doses to be recalibrated for women because of their physiological differences. The proponents aver that present dosages are predicated are experiments which were mainly conducted by men on men and very often with diseases that afflict men. They also point to how little money has been spent on research on women’s ailments. And the history of science shows how often women have been dismissed, demeaned and denigrated just because they are women – and science has been used to justify the stereotypes. Women dying after childbirth because doctors cannot believe that they are the harbingers of death, ignoring the evidence about cleanliness and the washing of hands. The science around breast feeding does not bear review, as the poor delicate wee things, that is – the mothers, clearly don’t have the strength or capacity to breast feed their babies for any length of time. And as a woman scientist observed only last week on Radio 4, ‘If men suffered from endometriosis rather than erectile dysfunction, I wonder where the money would have been spent’. Even as late as the 1950’s scientists at Harvard studying menstruation were still talking about ‘meno-toxins’, supporting the work of Bela Schick who in the 1920’s had published anecdotal evidence that contact with menstruating women caused bread to fail to rise, flowers to wilt and animals to die.
So what? What can we do? As priests and as scientists we can call out poor theology, poor science, poor ethics, especially when it impacts the vulnerable and disempowered. As Christians we are called to stand with the poor and oppressed, those in need. As scientists and priests, we have opportunities that others don’t to fulfil that call. But as disciples of Jesus of Nazareth we are also called to examine ourselves, our own motivations, to challenge the stories we tell ourselves too. To ask ourselves the question, and believe me standing here before you, I feel the irony deeply, to ask ourselves the question, ‘What is coming out my mouth that defiles me and the image of God that is within me?
Just as well I believe in a God who knows what it is to be human.
Just as well I believe in a God who knows how to forgive the unforgivable.
It may be the story I tell myself, but it is the myth and reality by which I try to live my life.

Learning from Change


Sermon from Dr. David Walker,
Bishop of Manchester and Visitor to the Society
Society of Ordained Scientists, Gathering
, UK, 2018

I’m very much in “proud dad” mode at the moment. A few days ago, my daughter got the final results from her university exams; she will shortly graduate from Exeter with a First in Biology. Within hours she had started job hunting for research based work. Half my age, she now uses statistical modelling techniques that blow my own achievements completely out of the water. What fascinates her, and where she hopes to make a career in scientific research, is how species and their Ecosystems respond to changes in the wider environment. She’s come a long way from simply protesting about the dangers of climate change, to wanting to understand where the risks lie, and what opportunities we have to do something about them. Her science, like much of the scientific task, is about how, where and why things change.
Theology can present itself as almost the very opposite discipline. It can be characterised as being primarily about delving deeper into the unchanging truths that lie at the heart of faith. The previous Bishop of London famously, but jokingly, said, ” You want change? Don’t you think things are bad enough already?” So I believe, that one of the gifts those with both a scientific and theological training can bring to the latter, is a willingness to engage with change creatively and positively. A generation or two ago, the Process Theology championed by the likes of Whitehead and Norman Pittenger (who I knew in my Cambridge undergraduate days) sought to do just that. By I suspect there’s a new task, for a current generation of thinkers, which may build on different foundations. Indeed, it would be wonderfully ironic if the only way to think about change was the way that earlier generations had developed.
So let me suggest three areas where a scientist’s willingness to engage with change might impact for good on our theology.

Liturgy and Change

Leading a church that contained charismatics and traditional Anglicans. It’s not whether you have both change and stability, it’s about where you locate them, eg hymns or liturgy. Most of us find other people’s preferred places of change and stability at best odd, at worst disturbing.
How far can we do change in our liturgy so that it helps us cope with change in wider life rather than being an impediment? Can change done well in liturgy help. Or is it better to make liturgy the locus of the deeply fixed?
Division 2 performances in a Premier League world.
How do new arrivals in our churches cope with the fact we do some things not that well? What can we change in order not to look like we don’t really care very much about our God?

Evangelism and Change

What does commitment to Christ mean in a society where the notion of commitment has changed hugely in a lifespan?
A society where for most there is no permanent career, life partners are changed, and we love in communities that don’t look like what we joined.
What do we do when a gospel rooted in God’s face to face engagement with humanity in Christ, confronts a society where proximity and presence is overtaken by social media?
What does salvation mean in a world that has lost a sense of sin? And where church pronouncements about morals are seen as toxic to our brand?

Pastoral Care and change

Has the home become a place of privacy not of gathering and welcoming? Can home visits still work beyond the Elderly?
Can home groups survive?
Can pastoral care still be an appealing prospect in a society struggling with the safeguarding agenda?
What is the role of the vicar or lay visitor in a context of highly professionalised interventions for our wellbeing?

Concluding Remarks

I don’t believe that change is ultimately a threat to the propagation and practice of the Christian Faith. I do believe that failing to grapple with the nature of change is the real threat.
I also believe that we inhabit church structures that were built more to sustain stability than to engage creatively with change. A church more Benedictine than Franciscan.
But I am an inveterate Franciscan. And I believe those of us with scientific know how can help the church to find the right responses to the big questions around change that face us.
Amen.

Changing Minds


Sermon,
Lucas Mix, Provincial Warden
Society of Ordained Scientists, Retreat, US
, 2018

It can be hard to preach when you’re in the process of changing your mind.
Nick’s talks this week have me thinking and changing,
but that’s part of what I wanted to say today, so it’s fitting.
I’d like to share with you two dualisms and a monism:
that is two ways of dividing the world –
neither of which I entirely agree with –
and some thoughts about how to pull it all together.

We have a reading from Genesis about the First day,
and that has me thinking about Philo,
who may have been the first to suggest a dual creation.
The first day was, for him, a creation in light of ideal forms.
The other days, the material creation, began to work out the details
of concrete physical things.
This dual creation inspired similar schemes in Augustine and Aquinas
and eventually the familiar mind and matter of Descartes.
I think it also lies behind the line in the Nicene Creed about God
creating all that is, seen and unseen,
the invisible order and the visible stuff of creation.
I do not think there are two kinds of substances – mind and matter –
but I do think we live at the boundary between the two.
I think we live at the intersection of the mental and the physical.
I also think that we, especially as ordained scientists,
live at the boundary of the known and the unknown,
the seen and the unseen.

Our readings from Acts and Mark also provide a dualism
with two kinds of baptism:
the baptism of John and baptism of Jesus,
the baptism of water and the baptism of spirit,
the baptism of repentance and the baptism of new life.
I’m not sure how best to interpret these passages
and I don’t want to suggest that I have the best way,
but I’d like to share my own thoughts on the two baptisms.
I see John’s baptism as reactive.
It brings repentance and forgiveness.
John’s baptism is all about turning away from what is evil.
But that is not enough.
It is not enough to turn away from the evil;
we must turn toward the good.
We must orient ourselves in God and Christ.
Jesus’ baptism is proactive.
It brings adoption and inspiration.
It leads to growth.
It does more than save us from the evil;
it empowers us in the good.

The two can never be fully separated,
but I think it’s useful, in both science and theology,
to think about renewal in both ways.
We do more than falsify bad theories;
in some mysterious way, we find good ones.
With C. S. Lewis, I think that there are infinitely more ways of being right
than there are of being wrong.
When we focus too much on atonement, repentance, and salvation,
we develop an anemic faith,
one that can resist the bad,
but cannot embrace the good,
one that can deny the past,
but not reach forward into the future.
Atonement, repentance, and salvation are crucially important;
they are not the full end of baptism.
There must be more.
There must be a movement of the Holy Spirit in us.

And once again, we, particularly as ordained scientists,
live at the boundary,
where we are rejecting the bad, but also embracing the good,
turning away from bad ways of looking at the world,
but also promoting good ways.
Skepticism is not enough.

Some of you may be familiar with a book by Bill Countryman,
Living on the Border of the Holy.
It speaks of our calling as Christians to live on the borderlands
between the secular and the sacred,
between life as we experience it and life fully in the presence of God.
We cannot cover the ground for people,
nor can we act as an intermediary between them and God,
but we can be guides for others as they travel unfamiliar territory.
We can reorient them when they get lost,
help them up when they stumble,
and point out some areas where it’s easy to get bogged down
or stopped altogether.

There is only one world,
and all of us struggle to find our way in it.
Science and faith can be valuable tools for that,
when we use them rightly.
Ordained Scientists have a calling to help people in that process.

What do you do when you find yourself in sudden darkness?
Call out?
Light a match or turn on a flashlight?
In my mind, science is like a flashlight.
It is this wonderful tool for dealing with darkness.
We should always carry it with us and try it out.
And sometimes, a flashlight just doesn’t help.
It shines over the edge of a cliff, or onto a black surface, or the battery runs out.
Sometimes we need other tools and other strategies.
We need to be prepared when our flashlight is not enough.
After all, sometimes the best response to the darkness
is to let our eyes adjust.
And sometimes we can only lie down and sleep until the dawn.

The borderlands can be like that,
the strange region between seen and unseen, visible and invisible, secular and holy.
They require patience and clear thinking and a variety of tools.
I think ordained scientists can help people use their flashlights,
but I also think we are here to help people when the flashlight
isn’t enough.
Science is narrow.
Faith must be broad enough to encompass the whole world.

I love God and I love the world that God has made.
This love keeps me looking.
It motivates my science and my theology as I try to understand,
and nothing could stop me from my investigation.
Would you stop from following your beloved?

We know about relationships.
We know that they require both curiosity and commitment.
A relationship with curiosity but no commitment, cannot grow.
It lacks the bonds that hold people together.
It lacks the shared responsibility and care
that make two people one.
A relationship with commitment, but no curiosity, grows brittle and frail.
How can we say we truly love someone when we no longer know who they are?
Our relationship with God and creation must be like this:
committed to curiosity
and curious about commitment.
We must be always looking and listening to hear.
We must be always responding and sharing what we have.

So, I would commend to you both curiosity and commitment,
as you negotiate the borders of seen and unseen,
and as you help others along the way.